Too much going on. Everything’s been crazy after my grandmother’s death, my Saturdays have been busy with the new ATS class, been fighting it out to get speech and diagnostic services for my boys, and my kids seem to be taking turns being sick so that I can accomplish nothing on a regular basis. I feel like everything’s been thrown up into the air and I’m still trying to catch everything. I put things on the back burner where I could, and hopefully after this weekend it will settle down somewhat, since it’s the last day of class.

D’s had a fever last night and today, but he took a long nap this morning and seems to have perked up a bit. Sigh. I’ve been trying to get the house back under control and feeling very apathetic about everything, it all seems to be a struggle to me right now, since Nanny died. I’m trying to get things back to normal, to a routine. Won’t see the Hubby again until June, maybe, if I can get me and the boys to Hawaii, otherwise I think he’ll be home 2 days in July between jobs. He’s booked for travel through the end of the year. I’m tired.